HAHAHA so i found this old blog. Hopefully no one else ever rediscovers it.

Hmm. And so the plot thickens. Weirdest things happen in JC. None of my friends like each other LOL
i don't even know what i'd done wrong
I think i have quite a few close friends here, but my closest friends like hate each other LOL so what am i supposed to do? Thank God i have natalie, or i'd have died a million times over in JC.
And it doesn't help that I'm like a walking lump of awkwardness that probably doesn't know how to follow social mores of conduct asdfghjkl

And though I feel so free after A's life just feels so empty? Like i'm further away from God than ever. Further away from family and idk. Just feel so uncertain about everything and becoming so bimbotic.